specific charges. Greg noted that the article charging

wouldn't work, I wouldn't even eat, I just lay there doing nothing. If

Nastasya brought me anything, I ate it, if she didn't, I went all

day without; I wouldn't ask, on purpose, from sulkiness! At night I

had no light, I lay in the dark and I wouldn't earn money for candles.

I ought to have studied, but I sold my books; and the dust lies an

inch thick on the notebooks on my table. I preferred lying still and

thinking. And I kept thinking.... And I had dreams all the time,

strange dreams of all sorts, no need to describe! Only then I began to